“writing has been my fountain of youth
my whore,
my love,
my gamble.The gods have spoiled me.”
Charles Bukowski
“writing has been my fountain of youth
my whore,
my love,
my gamble.The gods have spoiled me.”
Charles Bukowski
“If you are going to try, go all the way. Otherwise, don’t even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives, and maybe even your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery, isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance, of how much you really want to do it. And, you’ll do it, despite rejection and the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. If you are going to try, go all the way. There is no other feeling like that. You will be alone with the gods, and the nights will flame with fire. You will ride life straight to perfect laughter. It is the only good fight there is.”
Charles Bukowski
“The tired sunsets
and the tired people-
It takes a lifetime to die
and no time at
all.”
Charles Bukowski
— by Charles Bukowski
The gas line is leaking, the bird is gone from the
cage, the skyline is dotted with vultures;
Benny finally got off the stuff and Betty now has a job
as a waitress; and
the chimney sweep was quite delicate as he
giggled up through the
soot.
I walked miles through the city and recognized
nothing as a giant claw ate at my
stomach while the inside of my head felt
airy as if I was about to go
mad.
It’s not so much that nothing means
anything but more that it keeps meaning
nothing,
there’s no release, just gurus and self-
appointed gods and hucksters.
The more people say, the less there is
to say.
Even the best books are dry sawdust.
I watch the boxing matches and take copious
notes on futility.
Then the gate springs open again
and there are beautiful silks
and powerful horses riding
against the sky.
Such sadness: everything trying to
break through into
blossom.
Every day should be a miracle instead
of a machination.
In my hand rests the last bluebird.
The shades roar like lions and the walls
rattle, dance around my head.
Then her eyes look at me, love breaks my
bones and I
laugh.
Charles Bukowski